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.235.那些年，我们很白痴的时候！

2012-02-13T23:10:00.002+08:00

我想要拥有，但勇气没了。

我想更明白，但你却走了。

我想不放开，但被抛下了。

我想你知道，但被拒绝了。

怎么办？恐怕再也不敢了。

因为自己，让美好的，变得不可能了。

他妈的性格，我可以说些什么？

装白痴啦！

[几分钟后]

其实，想想，一时的冲动，却可以造成那么多的不便。为了自己，一时之间，忽略了身边的人。我，明明就是可明白一切的人。说真的，我的记忆力虽然有点弱，但思考能力却还蛮不错的啦。至少，我都很努力回答一切朋友问我关于生活上遇到的问题。或许说，经验？O.o还是看太多连续剧了~ 傻的啦！别信那么多那些戏剧里的情节，没几个，是可以用的。相信自己吧，我一直都随着感觉漂流，当前方被阻挡了，问题会像水一样，只是漂过，不会留下痕迹的。

[几天后]

更可悲的是，当自己回想以前说发生的事，自己做过的傻事，那会有多白痴。真的，我在想，靠！我到底以前是怎么过的！怎么做出这种事？然后，就自己傻笑了。哈哈哈哈哈！是不是很可笑的世界？人生或许得过的这样，才算得上是精彩！

.234.Weee!

2012-02-13T01:13:00.003+08:00

I smile everyday, that is how I spend my time .

I do not feel sad, frustrated, mad , or having negative thinking easily.

I love the way I am now, Its getting better and better each day.

pray hard, think smart, to success.

.233.music.

2012-02-11T00:18:00.004+08:00

Music. It means PEACE to me. A life.

.232.It's the YEAR where I am reborn!

2012-01-18T23:54:00.003+08:00

I had change my views on many aspects that related to my future. Family is what I care the most right now. I had abandon them for 18 years, and It's time for me to return their sacrifices. I have my own AIM. my dream. my best wish. my best way of making myself a great man.

Time will prove everything.

It will prove It will be AN action.

It will become reality for what I will be.

because I trust myself, I control my own future.

being enthusiastic is the best way of being cheerful .

.231.终于舍得去做工了.

2011-11-10T23:28:00.003+08:00

* 如今，我感到很后悔，当初的我，真的太会花钱了。只想过要不断地享受人生，却没顾虑到未来。还记得，年头的时候，我打了几个月的工，拿了几个月的薪水。但是，转眼间就用得一干二净。NIKE衣，鞋，水瓶，电脑，连吃的都用了很多。喜欢就出，喜欢就喝茶看戏。现在我后悔，为什么不把钱存起来，现在当我需要的时候，发现自己的钱，所剩无几。

* 可是我，不知从几时开始，很讨厌用爸爸的钱。我宁愿拿完自己银行的存款出来，都不想拿爸爸的一分钱。我做工靠自己，吃的，喝的，现在都是我自己出的钱。我，活得自在！还担心什么钱不够用，而要和父母拿。靠人，不如靠自己。

.230.writing.blog.in.college?

2011-11-10T08:48:00.002+08:00

So this is the feelings when writing blog in college. Weird. When I look around in CITC. Everyone just busying doing their works. Facebook-ing. Printing mostly. In this weird atmosphere, There is one person, like me, that will actually came to this place, and doing this. It just weird. So lets just see what I would write for this post.

Before that, the reason I'm here because, I have no damn idea why the computing lecture is canceled today. It made me woke up at 6 a.m. for this 8.00a.m. class and end up have to wait another two hours for the next class! damn! However, since our dear Computing Lecture, Miss Merina is going to treat our class at Wangsa Walk. I will consider to forget what is happening now.

So, it's a week after exam . already a week. and just another week to holiday. I don't know what kind of mood I should be having now. I should be sad, because my results sucks to the max. I just don't know why I could be this relax in this kind of time. even the exam is over, the results had been known, everybody had accepted their results no matter good or bad. Unfortunately, 90% of my classmates lost their scholarships because of this final test! You never imagine what kind of mood they were having when everybody was getting their results. If I were a good writer, I would have describe their feelings in that moment in this post which probably make you feel the same feelings too. however, for what I am now, It was the worst feelings in SN12I ever before.

For me, I didn't study for this test, I mean, not taking it in a serious matter. I just do not know why this could happened to me. I tried my best, hypnotising myself, making myself into study mode. But it could never happened. Until now, From the day I were having my first test in Primary school, until now in college . It just never happened to be changed. not even a little. I hate myself , why Am I being like this? why Am I could not just let myself think of my own future? I know I was wrong. But there is no sign of taking action in me. Sometimes, I just wish my parents could send me to tuition class everyday, just give me all sort of classes. I just couldn't do it by myself.

I just hope that the seminar I am attending,

will be helpful for my future.

.229.你是否想过？

2011-11-09T11:23:00.003+08:00

为什么？就算用了不同的语言，问了很多次同一个问题，答案，却仍然模模糊糊。搞不清楚。我那目标到底是什么？谁不想做的更好？谁不想当个有用的人？谁不想让人觉得，他，很成功？每个人都希望这一切会发生在他身上。不管是对他的未来，他的前途，都会有帮助。即使，我们没有那种能力，却希望得到那种结果。这是不劳而获？还是有时，我们付出了许多，为了一件事，付出了自己的一切，付出了以前没人看见过的努力，但最后，却是徒劳无功？

想了很多，那又如何？结果却没出现过想要的。为什么要怀疑？为什么不相信？为什么要同样的问题，问了很多遍，却没答案？为什么这些问题，都是许多人不想听到的？明明，如果这些问题解决了，人生不是轻松很多吗？难道不是？如果没想过，那现在就该想了。

背后到底有多少疤痕，谁知道？

.228.Lets.Smurf!

2011-11-07T08:34:00.004+08:00

sekarang saya tengah ready nak pigi dating~

saya mau pigi tengok smurf saya~

saya tak tau kenapa mau tulis dalam Bahasa Melayu~

tapi nampaknya, saya semakin suka menggunakannya.

ketawalah dengan saya~

smurflah dengan saya~

kita sama-sama bergembira! =D

maafkan saya,

pagi ini saya ade sedikit TINGGI ~ xD

tak tau kenapa~

tiba-tiba je mau tulis blog...

itulah sebab saya lewat sikit keluar~

JUMPA LAGI!

.227.so.here.goes.our.stories.begins.

2011-11-06T00:21:00.006+08:00

We do what others used to do ,

We were amazed,

By what We had gained until now.

We enjoyed, We laughed, We felt great,

That was when We are close together

It was,

And It will always be the moment when I say,

I want to be with you,

with my heart felling for you!

It isn't much sweet memories that We had gained together,

No. not yet!

Not until We say goodbye, not even

when 2012 came true.

I do not ask for every moment ,

of being by your side,

But please make my,

wish come true!

.226.Conversation.between.two.lame.person!

2011-10-23T20:45:00.003+08:00

ME:第六感._. 22.43

ME:你要我如何？说吧~ =) 22.45

我: 听我的...=) 22.47

ME: 有时也要听下我的嘛~ 22.49

我: ...你在跟我讲话啊?@@ XD 22.50

ME: 自言自语，不错! 22.51

我: 很好!你赢了! 22.53

ME: 我没说你输了。22.54

我: 哇!你真的在跟我讲话== 22.54

ME: 只要相信自己，未来的路，还是给你留着。 22.57
ME:别吓倒，这只是你的幻觉，你，没看见我! 23.00

我: 哈哈! 不跟我讲话，是不可能的=) 23.02

ME:最终发现，只是在说梦话。记不起，背后的故事了。 23.03

我: 越来越不懂你...=( 23.04

ME: 原来胡言乱语，会让人觉得，你不踏实？像白痴一样不懂再说什么-。- 23.07

ME: 有点灵感了，感觉不错嘛~ 原来以前的感觉，是这样来的，确定了。 23.10

ME: 我明明就和你说了，你没ｓｅｎｓｅ啊~ 23.13

我: 你...!>

ME: 跟我一起，我会让你了解! 23.17

我: 现在让我了解啦! 23.18

ME: 如果我说，坚持要你和我在一起的时候呢？ 23.19

我: huh? @@ 23.21

ME: 别呆住，你会傻的～ 23.22

我: 我已经傻掉了~ 23.22

ME:其实这样说话，没有安全感。。。 23.22

我: 你自己不要跟我讲话的!!! 23.23

ME: 继续傻吧，那才有人保护你！23.24

我: 谁在保护我? 23.25

ME: 本来就是个没有对象的谈话，凭的是一种感觉～会不会很深奥？ 23.27

ME: 你家人？！ 23.32

我: 很好! 算了吧... 23.33

ME: 你怎么听起来不满意那答案？ 23.35

我: 乱了... 23.39

ME: 回来回来～别乱傻了～ 23.41

我: 继续傻吧~让那个人保护我~? 23.42

ME: 可以说是我吗？ 23.43

我: 你保护我? O.o 23.43

ME: 保护你的机率比欺负你的机率低很多吧-.- 23.45

我: 读数学读太多?一直讲机率...知道就好... 23.47

ME: 从现在开始把它倒转就好了 23.52

我: 怎样倒转? 23.53

ME: 多保护你咯~ 23.55

我: 希望你会啦...=) 23.56

ME:你倒了? 00.08

我:是咯…想吃蛋糕了… 00.09

ME:星期五带你去吃 00.10

我:可是你不要跟我讲话喔~ 00.11

ME: 奇怪，你没tag他，他的notification会爆？－。－他对你有意～ 00.14

我: wa...你stalk我啊? 00.16

ME: 我这是靠经验的～ 00.19

我: 什么经验? 00.21

ME: 简单来说，我没ｓｔａｌｋ你－。－ 00.25

我: haha!他在骂我了...因为我是他sister ar...所以都会send notification给他... 00.26

ME: 叫他关电脑不就是了。 00.29

我: 他用ipod...XD 00.30

ME: 他现在有点情绪不稳定吧~ 00.35

ME: 结果就过了几个小时，有人投诉了。哈哈哈哈 00.38

我: 他很不满一下...XD有三个人发现这个"游戏" 00.39

ME: 我的朋友都知道了-。-我哥哥还大方的在facebook帮我宣传~ 00.40

我: 很好玩hor?下次找别人来玩? 00.41

ME: 你很没sense，我从头到尾都没跟你玩-。- 00.42

我: hng!那你在跟谁玩? 00.43

ME: 我没完-。- 00.46

我: 我没了... 00.47

ME: 是什么没了？O.o 00.53

我: 你没完啊~ 00.53

ME: 不是那个完，是这个玩~ 00.56

我: 你自己打错字...那你在发神经哦?O.o 00.58

ME: 去睡吧你。感觉累了吧~ 01.00

我: 在跟献能skype!XD 01.02

ME: 他又是谁-。- 01.06

我: 他跟你一样来自森林... 01.08

ME: 你老人痴呆？明明是那你的家，不是我的 01.13

我: 那泥巴是你家...=) 01.17

ME: 弄到我很乱－。－ 01.19

我: 哈哈!你不明白的...来看我的wall...被"东西"布满了... 01.20

ME: I just spammed everybody's notifications~! once in a while... somehow, it sucks-.- 01.21

我: 很好啊...那代表每个人都把你放进close friend... 01.22

ME: 算了，　转告他，慢慢玩。别像我那么认真。晚安~ 01.24

.225.Right.Now.It's SNSD's Third ALBUM!

2011-10-19T22:22:00.004+08:00

Congratulation to SNSD's Third album releasing in worldwide-ly! I'm proud of them! =P The way they are, I just love it! enjoy it! It melts my heart into tears~ *why aren't they my future wife! Love Girl's Generation to the max!!! I just can't stop listening to their New Album Songs. The theme [THE BOYS] is awesome! love love love!!! HIGH*****

anyway, I ordered their third album!

can't wait to see what is inside it!

My .first.ever.bought.myself. SNSD's Album!

[rockss]!

.224.That.wasn't.what.I.meant.

2011-10-18T22:43:00.003+08:00

There were moments when I couldn't control what I'm going to do or say. Whether It is for some purpose or to somebody. Well , honestly, I never knew the consequences after it had happened. After I knew it, I still couldn't change that kind of behavior. I felt bad. worried. down. mostly I felt sorry to those whom I indirectly hurt them deep inside their most weakest part.

my dear .whoever.it.may.concern.

forgive me for not being nice to you.

.223. 突然想起 .

2011-10-15T20:24:00.005+08:00

不知道为什么，突然想说着。

所有的美好回忆，已不再重演。

一切来得太快，也没有留下一点一滴，就重匆匆忙忙地离去。

我来不及享有，却已慢慢失去。

想起比童年更久之前的回忆，只有照片上的形容，已变得模糊。

没有任何真实画面在我脑海里出现。没有。

只是有时会觉得很可惜，为什么当时没有把回忆牢牢记住。

不管是快乐或伤心，只要是重要的情节，应该要记住。

虽然以前的回忆无法再想起，但未来的每一天，我都会利用部落格，把每一个过去都记载下来。

或许未来不能预测，

但我希望永远是快乐的。

.222.failed!

2011-10-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

God Damn! I failed to register for NIKE RUN 2011 ! I felt so sad, and disappointing. I failed once, and now I failed again. EPIC FAILED MAN!

but I guess I will still join the run =P like last year.

.221.Annual.High.Tea!

2011-10-08T09:27:00.002+08:00

Good-looking as Usual =D

It's a celebration of completing xia.xiang.activities. and farewell party for our seniors. This time, we didn't let anybody down. We did it all our best. We tried everything that we could manage to get and we successfully made a great day for every one of us.

I guess this was the last time we, Junior and Senior could gather up together like this. I wouldn't say this was the most precious moment but it was the happiest moment when we all could stand a chance to gather together like a big family.

Yes, we are one big family since the first day we joined Xia.Xiang.Tuan. Many things happened, we argued, we fought, we hated each other, we only cared for our own selves. But that was before we sit together in a round table to settle up what we not agree between us. Now we have bonds among each other where it is hard to break than before. That is friendship with love.

I learnt myself many experiences through this society. I had gained many unexpected comment about my own attitudes throughout this whole activities. It was horrible . Worst than I thought, but, what they said, I know it since long time ago. Unfortunately, I never reach the best of everything. The biggest weakness, I would never stand a chance to fight against it.

One of my friend said to me,

-just be yourself, it wouldn't be you anymore if you had changed something of yourself-

.220.king.of.the.ROAD.2011

2011-10-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

awesome~ After so many months! I'm back to marathon mood! This was the King of the ROAD, Addidas 2011 ~with my friends, Victor and... someone ! *sorry I forgotten your name! Anyway, I guess I had improve quite a little this time, without practice, with this time - [1'17'18] , one hour seventeen minutes and eighteen seconds. Not bad ~

For Your Information, since the day my eldest brother that influence me into this. I told myself that, I am running for myself, I want to fight against my bad health. I will and I would win the fight. trust me! =)

NEXT RUN? anytime!

.219.Pisang.Empat.

2011-10-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

A big group ? Yes! This included my college friends, classmate's brother and boyfriend, and girlfriend from nowhere, people from JB, Singapore. they are just from everywhere!

We were to Pisang Empat, somewhere in Jalan Gombak. Our aim for this trip is to PLAY WATER! =D It's been long time I didn't see and feel the craziness of being in a WATERFALL. That is awesome. Especially when jungle trekking with a group of friends! they made my life full of laughter, and what else could I say, FRIENDS ARE IMPORTANT!

We are planning for another trip after AS EXAM! want to join? tell me! =D

.218.下乡之漫长、苦了又很爽的旅程

2011-09-22T22:45:00.009+08:00

就别问哪个是我了~ =D

筹备了接近三个月半了吧！只能说，筹备的，只有60%在下乡时是用得着的。另外的40%，都是靠临时改变而完成的吧。这四天三夜的旅程，大家从乘巴士到目的地的那一时段，应该都累了一半。不知是兴奋，还是害怕，大多数的人，都不舍得睡一睡，补充睡眠。尽管大声地，尽情的，唱到学校大门口～　过后的故事，就是一切，不能说不愉快，也不是很悲哀的事情一点一点地发生。

噢对了，我们所去的学校是，柔佛礼让砂益启群华小！它，说大不大，说小不小，就是村民最好！那里的村民，可说是，一级棒！好得没话说～　

（回来正题）我们到了学校，有次序地把东西放进宿舍和我们的行动室里去。过后，佩怡，我，志峰，还有家燕，一起到副校长室去和两位副校长开回了。别的团友，在祖怡的带领下，去整理所要用到的课室。启群华小，可说是有一种要风得风，要雨得雨的魔力，而那种魔力，就是他们的热心，热情而产生的。董事会，校友会，筹委会，每一个单位都毫不留情地为我们付出，为我们找到我们所需的。我记得，我们在之前就寄过来的道具和材料表，他们既然都把一切都准备了给我们。从村里，从村外，通过他们的人际关系，真的百分百帮助了我们。可悲的是，有很多，是浪费的。

第一天，我们就得到了一个很不乐观的消息，那就是学校的大礼堂，在生活营的第二天，也就是我们营火会的当天，[被外面的人使用了！]这个消息，惊动了所有人。而校方说，这是从念头就已经定下来的。1)只能说我们沟通方面出了问题。因为这个消息，我们的活动表，好像被地震震了一下，被摇乱了。临时的变动，改变了许多。礼堂不能用了，营火会，也就不能够完美的进行了。所以我们决定，把营火会和开幕典礼二合为一！这个决定，可以说是最完美的了。就在我们到达的第一天，我们筹备了三个月的心血，又得重组了。

当晚，大家开始了各自的终极筹备。编辑股道校门去sense他们得画的壁画。总务股面对着营火架，对了老半天，在大家的帮助下，完成了！当晚，有开幕仪式的彩排，跳舞的，戏剧的，合唱。就连我们的司仪稿都得和营火会的司仪稿连和在一起。可能是第一天，我们都还很有活力，吃了宵夜后，我们，早睡了。

第二天早上，天气晴朗，期待着中学生和小学生的来临。就在大家把一切都准备好的时候，，这心情，又被干扰了。两位副校长，和校友会主席又改变了我们的计划。这次，是因为我们的　营火架所引起的变化。他们说，[以为］我们的营火架，是和童子军的构造差不多的。但，明明，就不是一样的。我们，辛辛苦苦熬夜完成的营火架，得拆了。我们当天，就是傻了。2)只能说我们沟通方面出了问题。在他们的建议下，我们更改了营火架的构造。此外，副校长还特地请了一班童子军来协助我们。因为营火架的缘故，我对不起康乐股，没办法和他们一起带给小朋友欢乐。这点，是我在这四天三夜的下乡里，最深感愧疚的一件事。庆幸的，营火架在下午完成了，说累不累，只能说，不能够累。过后，就是我们领养谊弟谊妹的仪式了。大家都很开心，看见小朋友，大家都忘了自我，把自己身上的精神都放到谊弟谊妹的心里去了。仪式，很成功。

担当司仪的我，得继续准备今晚的司仪稿，还好，一切都顺利。当晚，大致上都算顺利的。这是[上头]说的话。但对我来说，一切，太不完美了。身为司仪的我，觉得当晚的节目，进行得太急了。无可否认，可能是紧张，毕竟，同时面对着，开幕嘉宾，点火嘉宾，董事会，校友会，筹委会的嘉宾们，家长，学生。这么大的场面，多多少少，都会觉得紧张吧。方唯一遗憾的就是，礼堂的音响，出现了问题。由于点火仪式是在礼堂外，所以音响无法达到最大的效果。整个点火仪式是在没有麦克风的情况下进行的。好就好在我当时，冷静地面对现况。既然没了麦克风额，第一个念头就是[只能借用喉咙的力量了。]当晚就是这样喊来喊去。气氛，总算是，有达到一定的满足感。营火会结束后，我和佩怡急忙向嘉宾说抱歉。幸好，嘉宾都说不错，至少今晚的仪式，是很成功的。听了这番话，我们俩都觉得很庆幸。当时，我对自己说，我们，来到了天堂，这些嘉宾，就是时时刻刻给于我们力量，给与我们鼓励的天使，他们给了我们继续以乐观的态度，把这次的关爱中成长营搞好的精神，感谢他们。

这第二天，我们下乡的团友，都开始累了。能够睡觉的人，都睡了，没睡的，应该是没那个心情睡吧。好消息就是，编辑股的，已经开始上色了。第二天，就在没什么烦恼，没太大的忧愁的情况下渡过了。

下乡的第三天，也是关爱中成长营的第二天，以康乐股的早操，开启了大家的活动细胞。这天，小朋友们根据报到时所抽的签被分成了三大组。分别是，舞蹈组，手语组各占二十人以及数量占舞蹈和手语组两倍的合唱组。我们把这环节称为才艺大会串。小朋友们通过哥哥姐姐们的带领下，学习这三样的表演。然后将在我们这三天两夜的关爱中成长营的闭幕典礼上参与表演！小朋友们的反应可说是赞！他们都很期待能够在舞台上表演的那一刻。所以都非常认真地听取哥哥姐姐们的教导。对于这个活动，我本人认为非常有意义。而嘉宾们，都觉得很有意思。

在这一天，并非完全是顺利的。因为，我们的财政状况出现了极大的问题。我们团长，和财政，一同和两位副校长讨论财政状况的当儿，发现，我们所要求的两大材料，也就是，木材以及漆。这俩种材料，竟然都超出了budget!而且，是超出两倍至三倍的价钱。根据我的观察，并非以[第一次]的借口就能解决的问题。最主要的就是，我们所要求的材料，实在是太详细了，详细到得花费更多的资金来得到该材料。我看了，都觉得怪。我想改，但当我看到那份报告时，校方同时已收到了。想改，也并非那么容易。就好像漆，单单白漆，就要了三桶，而且是大的~ 我看了都傻眼。我不知该说些什么，现在只能默默地为这启群学校付出吧。要不是他们慷慨，要不是他们大方，要不是因为他们的热情，我们，可能就惨了。这内务状况，没几个人是真正知道的。他们都认为没事，但其实，很多事。这天，大家都在赶壁画，因校方的要求，我们也帮他们校内的一些地方补漆。因此，没几个人，是睡超过五小时的。简单来说，大家都熬到凌晨才睡觉，甚至，都没休息过。

最后一天，相信大家都累了。最后的工作，主要是团康活动和闭幕仪式了。在这天，小朋友也急忙的像哥哥姐姐们索取个人资料。为的就是生活营后也能够继续联络。我们可说是牺牲了午饭时间在为他们写。在今天的团康活动里，不只是小朋友在玩，而是很庆幸差不多所有团员也能一起参与。大家可高兴极了！游戏后，大家便忙着准备闭幕典礼。这可是我们在启群华小最后的大型仪式。大家都依依不舍。大家都把最好的表演呈现给大家，虽然说还并不完美，但，总算是圆满结束。过后就是我们的全家福，各位把最完美的一面让摄影机捉拿。全部加起来差不多有百多位，大家，到最后，都差点哭了。心里可说是很难受。最后，让我遗憾的另一件事，最后的阶段是哥哥姐姐们将各自送一份小礼物给自己的弟弟妹妹。但是，我却没有送到。想必我的弟弟妹妹，会很伤心。但我已答应他们，我会寄到他们家门口去。叫他们别伤心了。

过后的故事，就是各自收拾好东西，准备，踏上归途了。下乡之旅，棒！

.217.I.Felt bad.

2011-09-12T23:20:00.006+08:00

Difficulties~ I have learnt to look further, deeper. Everything doesn't seen to be better. For now. Too much things to settle, too little time to spend. And now, I don't even have the FEELING to write a long post. There is so much left to worry, for others, And myself, I'm worried too .

.216.SG.Once.More.

2011-09-02T20:59:00.001+08:00

I took this photo when I was in Singapore. I went there last school holiday. It was a nice trip where I learnt the difference between THERE and HERE. I never expect that, HERE is better than THERE, but the truth is, Here will never catch up to be like THERE. That is much more difficult than surviving in [the.end.of.2012] .

I wonder when HERE will grown stronger and better than anywhere else.

would it be possible? with the racism in HERE.

sounds difficult.

.215.SNSD!

2011-08-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

RIGHT NOW ITS SO NYUH SHI DAE!!!

*Wooohooo! Self High-ing! This is my first ever Girl's Generation Poster! BIG ONE!!! I got it from a magazine that cost me Rm5.00 ! It's worth it! However, I am not crazy yet! So, don't worry about me! Keep buying me Girl's Generation's stuff! just ANYTHING!

.214.My.Dear.Sister's Birthday!

2011-08-07T23:31:00.001+08:00

Today is actually Chinese Valentine's Day! We, Chinese people call today as 七夕情人节！Its a great day to go dating with your beloved one. Well, not me . Maybe next year? or , even later?

Anyway, today I went to my beloved sister's Birthday Party. The Party's theme is Pajamas. ._.! However, I do not have one. *It's hard to find a adult size pajamas~ when it does have one, the price would be ... ... ... (for shopping complex) . I went there with one objective. That is to see her. I mean, It is so difficult for both of us to meet each other. She was so busy in her studies and so am I. So I don't mind going there without any friends. She is like my real sister.* I wish* I don't know why. Maybe I am the youngest in my family. That's why I guess. I also want to know the feeling of protecting someone like a younger sister or brother. Or simply because, I like to protect people? God knows.

She is a very cute and sakai girl. We sakai together. She call me sakai. I call her sakai too. I know that is so lame. But, It's fun sometimes. It's Fun. She is the eldest in the family. And I guess that is why, Sometimes, she will act like a "DAI GA ZEH" . But in front of me, she is still my beloved sister. A little *Nauseating* ?

I bought her something that I promised to get her one. I do not know whether she still remember or not. But I do. Just like I always remember that I would buy *you know who* an apple cake this year. I made her a card too. A small one. Thanks to my creativity, I complete that card in about one hour? I consider this speed is very fast! Somehow, that is not perfect enough as a birthday card for her. I promise I will make a better one next year. No matter what!

I just hope she can overcome all the problems that is appearing in her daily life. Be strong, and motivate yourself to get a better results. especially in Add. Maths ? Never fail again! Or, I will knock your head according to the passing marks minus the marks you get in exam. Want to try?

送你一句彬源言:

人生的路并不简单，

不在乎路的长短，只在乎终点的满足感。

.213.Happy.18th.Birthday! =D

2011-08-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

My first 18th Birthday Present.

This year, I planned to do something different to celebrate my birthday. I suggested a plan. I called it, Mountain Climbing with Sunrise! Truly something different right? I never had this in my mind of doing something weird, strange that many people wouldn't have think of. And at the end, the plan was half success. We failed to watch the sunrise due to the mist. Somehow, me and my friends were enjoying the wind and the beautiful wind there. Thanks to them, that made my morning with joy. A gift from God that gives me these friends that accompanied me all the way to the top of the mountain and down to the ground. Without them, my birthday plan would have been screwed up! This is the first present I received in this 2011 birthday celebration. It was awesome.

This was the prove! =) ten of us? I think.

Second Present!

This is what I got from my two classmate. A very precious gift. They gave this present to me when we were at the top of the mountain. That was amazing. I was so touch and almost cry when I first opened the present. That moment was *hard to describe*. Its Like suddenly there are nine angels that appeared in front of me. HAHAHA! I love SNSD so much. Special Thanks to Gary And Hong Peng. love you!!! I will take care of these presents and will treat them like how I am going to treat my son and daughters in the future. * A little too far? * Who cares!

Third Present!
On 1st Of August! Which is my actual Birthday! My friends decided to celebrate my birthday at the Fanzy Mee at Seksyen 2. This dinner, Its Awesome. Just simply because, It was totally FREE OF CHARGE! Everybody said, Today Is my Lucky Day!

It started with a competition that held by the FANZY MEE restaurant. Who finish two bowls of Ban Mee Soup will be the winner who will get a total of Rm180 VOUCHER! Somehow, who join the competition can also get a Rm30 voucher! There was six contestant. And guess what. 5 out of 6 is our own MAN! which means, we already won RM150! without eating yet! At the end, you would not going to believe that, I actually won. Or I should say, there was two winner. Me and another guy. so the Boss pity us and gave RM120 Voucher to both of us. After that, there was a Q&A competition . We won again. I know you are thinking. *SIAO? So easy win?!* But that is the truth! We won a total amount of RM320 Voucher! And It was for our dinner tonight.

There were 21 of us. Everybody started to order food. drinks. Ice-Blended. Chicken Wing. Chicken Nugget. French Fries. Most importantly, most of the type of Ban Mee we also ordered. That was my first time, order food without looking at the price. The consequence was, the resit was so so so LONG! However, It was still under our budget. Got extra too!
But I guess my friends learnt their lesson tonight. That is * do not be too greedy even you have more than you can spend * !

Fourth Present!

I guess this is the best birthday card I have received before. Its BIG! This card is made by a very cute little girl . She is my very special sister - [COPY]! Damn! If I would have to compare the card that I made for her and what she had made for me. I should hide myself in a hole right now. ._.! mine is like... twenty fifty times smaller than hers?! Next Year! Next Year! We will see whose one is BIGGER!

By the way, instead of writing mandarin, she wrote fully ENGLISH ~ It is so funny when I am reading it. from the beginning until the end. She put few of our photos inside. our memories. so touching... Anyway! ThankLittleSister! Love YA! =D

However, there is one more present coming soon. STAY TUNED! =D!

.212.Relaxation!

2011-07-27T23:10:00.003+08:00

College life is simply different from secondary school. During secondary school life, I could play, chit chat, go out some where, skip school and do many nonsense stuff! But in College! I am not allowed to do those anymore.

Play? Sure! when we finished our assignments! Tutorial! Projects! It's like I could play few hours games everyday while studying in secondary school but in College, I can only play the most one hour per day~ even I am using the comp, (basically, I would have play game when sitting in front of my comp) now I Need to face the comp doing assignments, essays, group work and etc.! That will be so torturing!

Chit Chat? Why not~ During Lecture Class, Tutorial Class, Practical Class! It would be like HELL If you ever tried to talk with your friends during these time! ME, had missed so much tutorial exercise to do! Notes to revise! Due to this reason, I would be as quiet as possible during these class to catch up whatever is going on~ before its too late~

Outings? This is the worst Thing ever~ Stupid assignments, projects, exercise to do, and end up staying at home finishing those work~ I used to go out every week but now ... once in a month?! Even after finishing those work, I don't even have the mood and energy to go out anymore! It wouldn't be fun without my lameness !

So basically, College life is AWESOME but still worth it~ Some how, Its useful to our future. Somehow... and there is somehow, I thought of you every moment, still... =/

.211.my.first.assignment.

2011-06-12T22:01:00.003+08:00

My First Assignment To Become A Special One.

1) Study Well in A-level and have good results in all the test!

2) Stay healthy and BE healthy all the time.

.210.engine.starts.

2011-06-12T19:48:00.005+08:00

There is always a day where everybody in this world including your own self will have the problem of choosing your own path in your future. At that moment, there will be tones of questions appearing in your mind. Questions that can only be answered once and with no mistake! Every wrong move in your future plan might had a big disaster coming towards you. Or you might be lucky by just going through it without getting any harm. But how many times we our self will be lucky enough to face every wrong move? We don't. It's the decision of GOD( If you believe) . HE is either giving you another chance or might just give you a VIP pass to HELL .

I met this uncle who gave me inspiration and motivation of getting prepared for my own future. He is the first person that could understand and knowing what kind of person I am. Surprisingly, I was shocked and really think that, "It's time" ! He is a speaker. He conducts work shops and seminal to motivate people. For your information, he is already well-known in whole ASIA and can say is one of the best. From what he had said and I believe, almost 20% of successful MALAYSIANS today is under his consultation!

No doubt, I am attending his seminal at the end of this year. That time, I would make myself completely changed into a person that knows his target, his future and more but not least, himself! now, my first assignment from this uncle is to get good results in my A-level test and bring good news to him when we meet again as a SIR AND STUDENT.

.209.SNSD!

2011-06-09T13:00:00.004+08:00

Anyeonghasayeo~

Jeonun Leslie Chew Ibnida~

Nan yeol-iglob olhae yeol-yeodeolb hagess-eo!

Nan hangug-eo jagseongjung wae gung-geumhasibnikka?

Danji Naega Hangug geulub gasu wa salang e hanikka - SNSD!

Now days I am 24hours looking forward to SNSD every performance all over the world! wooah!!!

You think I am crazy? Maybe you are right then... I stalk their official website day and night and watch every videos, shows, MV, news and etc! downloading everything about them now! my desktop background and even my phone's one is for SNSD! my caller ringtone and msg ringtone are also their songs! WAHAHAHAHA!

but **** , I don't have CASH to buy their albums... not yet! I swear when I am working in the future... I will start buying every SNSD's related product! and make it as my collection! can't wait!

LOVE SNSD!

.208.my.worries.

2011-06-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

我记得我从小时候就爱上音乐了。我喜爱唱歌！而当一名歌手，是我从小到现在最大的心愿。那是我最想为自己争取的未来。我爱唱歌的热爱度已到了极限。但很遗憾，我的歌声没什么特色~ 妈妈常说，“not attractive enough" 。那是我第一次唱我自己写的歌，只有曲，没有伴奏。或许就因为那样，只听我的歌声，就觉得很平淡吧~ 还是，属于自己的风格，还没找到。

我爱唱歌，但我更爱玩音乐。这是我觉得最遗憾的一件事。我哥哥姐姐小时候都学过乐器，但只有我没有那机会。我很伤心。因为以现在，想在演艺圈里混的都会有一定的实力。很多很多，都是能玩乐器，能唱，能跳的。我看着镜子里的我，发现我，只会唱歌，而且都不是实力派的唱功。信心指数更是下滑了许多。

我的生活，已被厚厚的音乐围墙围绕着，我无法让自己从这放弃自己，而逃跑出去。我想过，我忧虑过，我也有自知之明。我知道自己的实力在哪，时时刻刻都在责问自己，“为什么我无法实现自己的梦想” ！我烦恼着，是否没有任何成功的机会。或许时间还没到？或许人生，不可能出现那么简单的过程。

有时我又问自己，这样写着自己的感受，有用吗？太单纯了吧，小弟~

.207.College.starts!

2011-05-12T22:38:00.002+08:00

I guess I will tell you guys about the first week of college first? It's also known as the orientation week.

1) Friend? Yes! Many of them are here in the same college. But not same course. So, NO POINT being in the same college where we do not have chances to see each other. *maybe once if you are lucky enough, u and your friend walked by each other when changing periods. Another IMPORTANT issue about relationship between friends in this college. No doubt, It is true that many people said College is a place where everybody start having their very own kind of relationship with the one they like/love. It's true in my college too. I have seen few already, which, I do not really care about it. Focus on study? *Laugh!

2) Excitement? First day of Class and we already been informed that there all TONS of Assignments! Projects! Small test! Final Test! Mid-Term test! where do you think I could find myself excitement and fun when there is so many test and MISSION for me to get over it before I reach my next target. Which I still do not have one ! *sadCase. Well, that is all what I did thought before, but now, I think differently. College is a place where we learnt to be more responsible , we make things work more efficiently, we create miracles from impossible missions, we find out answers for every question. And from all those, we would play an important role for creating and finding our very own personalities and outstanding skills for the use of our future. I will make myself proud.

3) Hmm... Food? the only thing I want to tell you guys about the food in our school canteen is... It's true that the food is cheap. But It sucks All the way from bottom to Top , from left to right and in any other direction, It SUCKS! I do not care whether it is cheap or not. But even If It is, At least serve a better QUALITY food la! My GOD! And what my friend had told me, " the best food in this canteen is in the BAKERY shop. BREADS!" However,It's cheap! hahahahhaha!

So the orientation week was "awesome" , which is so boring and tiring AT THE BEGINNING. and also the MIDDLE. But end up with a whole day of excitement and fun. It just changed after I made my decision to join the tele-match and games Activities instead of going to the Introduction-to-Subjects', An Orientation Program.

I was in a group of 8 which out of 8, I know non of them ! That was the fun part when we get to know new friends, especially through games. We will definitely remember them for a very long time than knowing a new friend through studies? Am I right? Not going to talk into details about the game. But One word. FUN! at least that was the best day out of one week of orientation program! =D playing stupid or childish game, sometimes It helps to know new friends better than having a more matured activities such as a Consulting program? Come on, You would surely prefer the stupid and childish one right? =D

That whole week,

end up with me,

went to TWO AUDITION in one day,

without any preparation!

I wasn't chosen,

But I felt the way when I am being judged.

It was my first time,

And that was so awesome!

.206.time.to.change?

2011-05-06T21:09:00.001+08:00

Yea... in case you didn't see before my The-Very-Modern-And-Stylish-Hairstyle , This is it! my god... It was about two weeks ago? Cool right? NOPE! I am not a Samseng! not a LALA! and whatever else that thought that this is a bad image! Well, come on la! what year is now? 2011! is modern year man! even my lecture said this to us! "you know why [M] can't be as modern as others? It simply because we focus too much to the textBOOK! and because of that... we, as a [M]ian won't have a chance to try new thing... experience new stuff! so, if you are that kind of person... better change before your future have NO FUTURE! =P

I am in college now... TARC... taking A levels for one and a half year time... so... stay tune ... i will update my current status in college... especially about girls? lOl... too bad laa... there aint many for me to talk about....

Special thx to SS's mom brought me for the hair cut... =D

.205.Joann.Loo.恶心.

2011-05-01T21:02:00.001+08:00

well.. I promise right? I will be blogging about my so called an old lady to me. I mean... at least I promised her... but not to all the readers out there! =D However, lets just start talking about her...

This is her... the-so-called-an-old-lady-to-me , nope... she is not old at all right? at least she doesn't look like one! But I have no idea... WHY or HOW... she becomes my "grandma" ? I don't know... she just is...

So I start calling her grandma... and she calls me grandson... how stupid are we? I mean...CHILDISH? lOl... but until now... I still have another question to ask... why she don't want to be my elder sister... or mom? AT LEAST is younger than grandma right? Do you get my point?! Hahahaha! so grandma! stop being a grandma to me la... I want to make you feel younger... a lady but not woman... A person that can give me LOVES for a longer period than being a grandma... *yeeee, perasannyaaaa.... *

She, hmm, a not really normal person... get high always, very easily... get pissed very easily too... but not all sort of stuff will pissed her off... anything but not about me... hahahaha! DoNOT mess with this girl... because she will just like... fking you there and here in her blog... fk u from inside to the outside... and you would not even have a chance to payback... =D be good to her... like what I am doing now... ! Do you understand me? if you are... go to her blog link. Joann... and say I love you! she will start to love you too after that... ! * yeah... I know its lame and stupid... but why not try? =D

Another thing is about her name! Her beautiful and -name-that-give-me-power-to-write-this- ! her name is Loo Er Xin? hahaha... which make me insulting her every time I had a chance to do it... haha... and she will be *$%^&*( all the way... hahahha... Ops... Didn't I mention how I insulted her name? Pandai-pandai la... LOOK AT THE TOPIC OF THIS POST!

Haiz... I wanted to post so much more about you here... But I am seriously too tired to continue... But I think anyone who read this will get enough of laughter already right? =D at least one or two? ... or non... nevermind.... ._.

I hope she would't kill me after reading this blog... insulted her all the way from TOP tobottom... I stilll love you okay?

.204.parkour.

2011-04-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

parkour!

if and only I would and I could~

.203.Worth.it!

2011-03-20T00:16:00.006+08:00

It was a night with a brightest moon ever.

Twinkle stars gathered all around.

Together with laughters and loves.

They lived as one family.

They were happy always..

But it changed after another night.

It was a night like others.

Yet, a night with shooting stars passing through them.

That was their best moment.

Knowing each other more and better.

They never had that much fun before.

And so, they felt in love.

It was just one night,

things change, it does.

But those were dreams,

dreams doesn't stay forever,

Yet, It was a shooting star which wouldn't and couldn't stop.

Because, that is something they couldn't control.

For life and there is always something they would sacrifice for.

Maybe that was just a moment.

But that was a moment where they found their happiest moment in life.

It worth more than A LORRY OF GOLD BARS.

hahahahhahahahahhahahaahahhahhahahahah!

you wouldn't understand~ xD

.202.Half.Dead

2011-03-18T21:51:00.004+08:00

I am half dead now ! Seriously! I am sicked . Sore throat, Fever, Flu, Headache! Last night, I remember its around 3:00a.m. in the morning, while I was dreaming... I got this stupid itchiness that woke me up. After rolling on my bed for about thirty minutes? I went to take medicine and thank GOD I feel better ! at least, I could sleep well in the next few hours.

And guess what. I still have to work ! =( my whole body was really weak today. So, I am kinda lazy while working. at least I went. I am sick you know! so, Don't scold me !

Now, FYI! I haven't have my dinner yet. Or I should say, there isn't any dinner for me today! Wearing a sweater that Doesn't make my sweat at all... Switch Offed the fan, cover myself with blanket! but that doesn't help at all ='( Not even a drop a water coming of from my body !

Tomorrow, I have Lunch and Dinner to attend ~ but with my condition now which doesn't gets better . I guess I just have to say sorry to my friends... * ARGH! many friends that kinda important to me. without them... my life might not be so joyful. I will try my best so you all won't be disappointed =P !

Ohya, to someone + someone . lOl... sorry for not replying ur msg ! doesn't mean to... our dinner?

don't know when lar! I now very cham already... will contact you asap...

.201.傻的比較好。

2011-03-04T01:04:00.006+08:00

時光一點一滴的流失，黑夜白晝，我等待的縂是初一十五。不多不少，最期望的就是那兩天。爲什麽？為的就是傍晚時分，那迷人又令我無法忘懷的景色。在我的腦海裏，似乎已被永久儲存起來的畫景。究竟是什麽能讓我如此的深情，生活裏充滿著天真又單純的思想。或許我從未表達出來那種感覺，但，心裏，總是有著一顆沸騰的心，等的，"那麽一天的到來"，一切，都能解脫了。

　　大家都說，別傻了。真實世界，是無法與童話世界相提並論的。兩個明明就是擁有不同的開始與結局，只不過，在童話世界裏，沒有所謂的離別，與悲傷的情節。都只出現完美的故事，叫人羡慕與感動。就那麽傻的人，往往只想生存在童話故事裏。因爲，他們，不想那麽快就被宣判死刑，讓自己能夠擁有多一分的快樂。

有時, 也覺得人生充滿著遺憾。想得到的，想擁有的，前面總是得面對著種種挫折，阻攔，有數不完的絆腳石。當時，心裏只覺得，沒可能了，放棄吧，又是一場敗仗。但，傻瓜，卻不是那麽想的。他們單純的思想，往往，只覺得，失敗了，下次再加油吧！他們開朗地面對任何問題，人生的最高境界，就是擁有像他們那樣的腦袋。我，偶爾，吃醋了！爲什麽，我就不是他們？

夢想，願望，都只是口頭上說著說著。理由，很多。目標，曾經有兩三個。但現在，想的卻單單只有一個。那就是，做個有用的人。要成功。要出人頭地的人。

想開吧！你！

.200.NIKE! own salary?

2011-02-09T20:53:00.004+08:00

OMG!!! my NIKE!

Looks like I can only buy my NIKE products after I got my second month salary =( There are many thing else waiting for me to spend. Getting your own salary monthly is not good at all . first of all, no more allowance for you ! Then, you have to pay for your own food. Furthermore , you have to pay for your telephone bills ! More over, you have to use your own money to buy whatever you want and need, not ask from parents anymore! Besides, you have to start keeping money for your future studies , from your own salary!

Anyway, I work so hard. so, I want to get something for myself as a payback. haha! even It cost me 1k! I will buy it! when i could... ._.!

.199.CNY!

2011-02-09T20:35:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

Its been a week of CNY~ and it will end in just another week ! damn ! so bloody fast. I didn't even enjoy much enough! Not yet gamble cukup-cukup! Not yet get enough angpao! Not yet go friend's house BAI NIAN! Not yet wear my New Clothes! argh! More Over! this year is a different year for me! because I need to work! I don't have any extra time to gather with friends anymore. maybe only on Weekends, but that also not 100% free. but what can I do? I suffer now. I enjoy later. =)

This year, a RABBIT year ! I, a roaster. not really a good year for me. money comes fast. and it goes fast too... =( However, it says I will met a person that will bring me luck. I wonder who will it be.

.198.

2011-02-06T23:27:00.001+08:00

i have so much to update. but.

lazy

.197.yes.I.promise!

2011-01-25T23:00:00.004+08:00

everyday, every night, every moment when I have nothing to think of. I thought of you. until now, It stays the same. I knew it would not make a different between us. believe it or not. I am not trying to ask for a chance to become your boyfriend anymore. But, I am requesting to be your best friend, or even better, your closest brother. at least, I don't want you to be disappeared from my world. not anymore.

I promised someone, that I will take care of you. and now, I PROMISE you, I will and would not let you get hurt again. like a guardian. that protects an angel. secretly, without you noticing. I just want you to be happy.

whenever I am in a bad mood.

I looked into your photo.

I see your smile.

And when you smile, I smile.

that is why, you are the chosen one.

.196.KUMON

2011-01-18T23:18:00.005+08:00

Currently working at KUMON! KIDS! I love kids. they are awesome.

even though, sometimes,

they are naughty.
they wouldn't listen to you.
they ignore whatever you say.
they do not want to finish their homework.
they can just cry in whatever situation.

but, somehow, they are cute to me. their innocent and blur looking expression just gave me a responsibility to teach them what they do not know and most importantly take good care of them. at the end, I made myself to play another important role, which is their DADDY. A daddy who is only 18 this year? However, I am a DADDY of few daughter and son now. I am glad to have them.

this little girl down here is one of them!

She used to have long hair but is shorten after her father told her to. She doesn't like to talk much. when she is doing her work, she has 99% concentration and another 1% is used to ignore me. I guess, you don't understand? whenever she is at KUMON. I will be sitting beside her all the time, until she finished her classwork and corrections. I will start talking to her. teaching her. asking her questions. HOWEVER, she does not even wants to give me any response.SHE JUST IGNORE ME ALL THE TIME! maybe just a sweet smile sometimes. But, I never give up easily! one day, she will realize my appearance and speak to me!

Working at KUMON, teaching small kids, It's not stress at all. I am enjoying it. maybe It is just because of these daughters and sons. =) Love it.

.195.我换方向了.

2011-01-11T08:11:00.006+08:00

今早起床，还没刷牙洗脸，就坐在电脑面前了。没什么特别，一样开了面子书，一样的，还没完全醒过来。但，因无意间发现到的某个消息，让我不知道该如何反应过来。是高兴，还是伤心？

这件事，虽然带给我们大家不少的麻烦，我们也从中领悟到不少的道理与责任。我，的确很伤心，那是不能隐瞒大家的，但，我也很高兴。或许我知道，如果这种事发生到你们身上，不是每个人都能够这么宽容，有一颗拿得起，放得下的心。我选择了祝福，不是因为你是我的好朋友，也不是因为我放不下，就只是简单的，希望她幸福，快乐，她的笑容，就是爱。

那是她所盼望的，爱情，不能勉强嘛~ 如果同样的事发生在我身上，我相信，我会做出一样的决定，祝福你们。

就像“她”所说的，人生就像一片大海，沙滩，是我们的起点，而终点是必须拥有坚强的意志力才能到达的。因为途中面对的暴风雨，巨浪，就是我们在生活中所面对的困境。海浪，总会一波未平，一波又起。没有意志，没有信心，就算你乘着大船过海，浪，还是会把你淹没了。这就是人生与大海的联系。你就是暴风雨，巨浪，而她，就是我正想到达的目的地。但，被淹没了。

今天，我从无边无际的大海上，寻回了我的船，但目的地已经不同了。不再前往有你的地方。因为我知道，你才是她所需的幸福，而我，只有把方向盘，转向另一个方向，希望着下一个目的地，我会成功的到达。

你的笑容，总是让我放开一切。

.194.

2011-01-09T20:08:00.002+08:00

I told you before,

If you ever broke her heart,

I would do something.

something that we both never like.

.193.nothinG.

2011-01-09T17:54:00.004+08:00

today,

I Went shopping,

but at the end,

Bought nothing.

not even a shirt for CNY.

how sad.

.192.DEAR.TIMUN!

2011-01-07T23:04:00.010+08:00

CHUUUUUBYYYYYYY !

*PINCH*PINCH*

This BIG JIE JIE ! who is already 17 years old! going 18 this year! but still with a childish and dirty MIND! xD everyday keep calling people YS, JS, YJ, DB, SS! keep calling people apek also! HOI! learn your manners from your brother here! Heeheeee!

THIS big JIE JIE gives me many nickname too! stupid one... lame one... not awesome one... Dont want to mention it here... because it doesn't sounds nice pun ... maybe just the triiple B lar... ! others... shuuuu! JIE JIE! stop with those apek! if not , I make you become ah moi! Heeeheee*2

this BIG jiejie, loves her LF very much, I think she would do anything for him? artist je! cheh! wait lar, one day you will see me in the television! then you will start loving me... NO MORE LF! ITS LC! HEEEHEEEE*3

THIS big JIEJIE! now days busy with her VOTES! to win concert ticket... memang susah nak menang... but she is trying her best! plus! with my help, more chances lor! She helped me before ma, now I helped her, help me help you, this called got come got go! remember the *Leslie's strategy! very useful one a! I will do my best to help you! dont worry! then, if won, you bring me go ! HeeehEEEEE*4

FINALLY, This BIG jiejie, very kelian one... waiting SPM results, sitting at home, doing nothing but facing her laptop ON her BED! looking for jobs but still tak dapat... suruh datang KUMON tapi lambat! skarang boss pun tak tau nak you lagi tak! kena confirm lagi! kalau tidak, you tidur kat rumah je lar! PIGGY! HeeHeeeee*5

anyway* I just got the VOUCHER! bila nak movie ni? x)

.191.NO to A LEVEL, YES to WORK!

2011-01-04T21:42:00.004+08:00

.190.New.year.Eve.2010!

2011-01-01T21:37:00.001+08:00

31.December.2010! yes! I celebrated this special day with my family at Swiss Garden Hotel! The Swiss Garden company organized a Countdown party!!! and , I guess, Its been a very long time I didn't take photo with my mother, father and sister! No! you are not wrong, I have a brother too... but, he wasn't there that day! =(

My mom said she looks prettty here! o.O

yeah, we both look alike, with the damn "fierce" smile.

oh! me and my beautiful sistar! our first photo that only contain both of us...

sounds so sad... awwww~ xD

this is the RED FM crew and MC of the night!

handsome kan? * I mean me ! haha!

awesome day I had with my family! we won 3 prizes, from lucky draw! Damn lucky ! new year no need plan go where liao! just go to swiss garden's hotel relax! hahahaa... In Kuantan ada, KL ada, Lumut pun ada! hahaha... sibeh shuang... x)

New Year, which means, Its time to change. to understand, to forget, to make sure, my life story can move on smoothly. I wish everybody a HAPPY NEW YEAR ! not forgetting, *in my heart*!

I can do it! =)

.189.PD.trip!

2010-12-28T22:07:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas! and soon! a HAPPY NEW YEAR! I went PD ! live in a five star Chalet! Had my own sweet time on the queen size bed. I sleep more than play. It's because I am tired. It's because I had no mood to enjoy on others activities than sleeping. My mood was just suck during those days. You never understand the feelings! NEVER you idiot!

Then, I were having great time annoyed by two little cousins. They were shouting here and there, swim from one chalet to another. lame right? but having a own private swimming pool in your own room Its like a heaven. you can even swim naked! I mean, who cares! do whatever you want! too bad, there wasn't any wines! Or I would have enjoy drinking wine ALONE beside the pool, have my mind filled with sweet memories, laugh like an idiot! woooohooo~ will try it next time !

Port Dickson, not a good choice to have holiday here. But, It will be a great place for you to relax, and cool down your mind. Whatever sad and unhappy moments will be forgotten when you are here. Just like me, Not all, not everything, but at least, It helps a little. Than nothing right? Anyway, YOU SUCK! Its not because I am not angry, It is because I do not become angry easily. remember that!

.188.

2010-12-26T07:34:00.006+08:00

currently at my aunt's house.

going to PD later just 2 days 1 night.

want to relax and cool down myself.

and think for a better future.

catch'up for updates!

.187.

2010-12-25T09:02:00.005+08:00

Escargot. nah!

Seafood PLATTER! =)

and a merry christmas!

.186.

2010-12-23T02:04:00.002+08:00

I just feel I am totally brainless sometimes...

And whenever I felt my day is coming, it will ruined by something else... FK!

.185. random.one!

2010-12-19T02:09:00.004+08:00

"whats in your mind, mom!"

nah, this is just random...

I met a great mom! opps... I mean... my friend's mom ! she is awesome! I mean it! Its like, oh my god! Is she her mother?! I never thought I could be this close to her mother. Yea, maybe just because her mother is just too friendly. nah! no other reason!

Its after SPM! awesome? no ! I had no idea why this thing came to my mind. It says, " hey! lets sit for SPM again! Its too boring here! " what?! Its true, isn't it? okay, maybe not SPM, just get me something to do! Before I got mad and run away from home ! nah! with my father's money, with my mother's food, with my brother's Ipod! with my sister's laptop! finally, with my own ATM CARD! xD

Oh yea, went for a farewell lunch yesterday~ Great, She is leaving for a better future, but left the younger one in danger! Can't imagine the school without her. will it be better? gona miss her, I think.

today will be the best day ! I mean, the beginning of my bright future... lOl! never thought this could be the day I have waiting for. ahhh... If there is a scroll for me, get me a Scroll For Love 100% ! HAHAHa! gila maple sia...!

oh before that! I am going for a marathon later... awesome?! Another tiring day for me, but worth it! I will did my best and whatever I could just to get closer to you! It just came to me. and it happened to be my only? It is...

.184.

2010-12-04T17:34:00.001+08:00

Is it a little bit too late,

my dream :'(

.183.I.Miss.You.

2010-11-23T19:32:00.005+08:00

.182.SPM!

2010-11-16T16:42:00.005+08:00

SPM? Yes, just another week from today! " are you kidding? " That was everyone's first question to ask. " It was like two months ago instead of 2 years when I took my PMR results! Time flies!

Just got our SPM SLIP! WK040A005! This is my ID, yet a sound-so-lucky one! "so nervous!" I am going to use the stationaries given by ELSIE KOON! as birthday gift. Hope It will bring me enough luck to score every subject! straight As ! ROCK IT !

Went for some study groups, asking question that I do not understand. It helped me a lot. 10 subjects, I am going to score it! I know it is difficult for me to score subject like Chemistry and Add Maths, but I am now putting a lot of afford on those subjects! I believe, I will get paid for what I have paid!

*Berakit-rakit ke hulu berenang-renang ke tepian,

*Bersakit-sakit dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian!

hahahahahhahahahahahahhaa!!!

.181.目标.

2010-11-12T21:59:00.003+08:00

想必每个人的心中，都为自己定下了一个或多的目标吧！我，在今年内，为自己定下了三个目标！也可说是，梦想，对自己的承诺。那是我前所未有的肯定，我坚决了自己的想法，把想完成的，达到的，总结了，为自己争取的这三个目标！三个目标听起来好像很少，但每个目标并非想象中那么简单。然而，为了达到这些目标，所需的时间却是无法计算的。

第一个目标，我要在我逝世前，学会玩各种乐器！越多越好，直到我真的不行为止。我喜欢音乐，这是无法否认的事实。我喜欢唱歌，这也是我从小的喜好！就凭这两个理由，我告诉我自己，我长大后要踏入演艺圈！我承诺自己，不管以后做什么，我一定会做有关于音乐或者关系到演艺圈的工作！我对音乐的热情，已到达无与伦比的境界！别怀疑，我的确想过要当歌星，明星之类的。但，我的身体状况不容许我有任何非分之想！因此，我的目标被托付到乐器们的身上。这个目标，是我最想达成的，因为它，让我的生命不再复杂，而是简单的成名曲。

第二个目标，我要做个被认可的男人！不是别人，而只有我那心目中的女神，能够为我实现这个目标。认识我的人，都知道，我曾经是多么的瘦小，从小身负重病，至今，我都不允许参加比较激烈的活动。今日，已有177cm身高的我，却还是背负着无法变壮的身体。不管吃多少，我就是那么瘦。我要变强！我要成为你心目中的守护神！我不想再被人看低，我想做我以前无法做的事! 我需要的只是时间，我会锻炼自己, 我会证实给你看，我不再是从前的我，我是打不败的周彬源！

第三个目标，我要爬上全马来西亚的山！想必是被我的哥哥影响了吧，他对骑脚踏车的热情，成了启动我运动细胞的主要原因之一。同样的，我不断在锻炼自己，就希望有一天，不良的身体状态不再是阻止我前进的绊脚石。你们知道吗，当我成功爬上我生命中的第一座山顶时，望着无边无际的前方，与天是多么的靠近，除了有满足感，心里还拥有着那种无法由言语来形容的感觉！比高兴更高兴; 比幸福更幸福！从那开始，我就有了这想法，这种与众不同的感觉，只有在山上才能感觉到，而是用心灵去感受四周的流动，你会发现，它们都是有生命的岩石，非常特别！

长期的投资，所得到的酬劳，固然不同！只需拥有一颗包含了信心，恒心，爱心的心灵，成功的道路，只欠缺你踏出第一步的时刻！

.180.Trip.To.Bukit.Tinggi.

2010-11-05T19:53:00.005+08:00

Today, I joined the SGC Youth Group for a trip at BUKIT TINGGI! This wonderful day started with a morning Joy by myself. Not bad, I managed to get up. 2 rounds . and I am ready for the trip!

Everybody gathered at the church, we were separated into groups, played some games, and at 9:00a.m. we begun our JOURNEY!

It was Hot up there! not much different from KL... maybe just a little bit better. But seriously, only the winds that cool us down. nothing much. Our first destination was Japanese Village, we breaks into groups, completing our missions. At least, there are trees all around us. no more direct sunlight to my skin ._.! Had some group photos, and we continued with Botanical Garden.

Botanical Garden. Everything about flowers! and all of them are so beautiful ! Snapped a few photos of flowers for my mom. She loves flowers x) ! In the mean while, I smelled some food! OMG! It was a Japanese Restaurant , in the GARDEN! Awesome! but too bad, our lunch wasn't this. Then, continued to snap photos, and out of sudden, I remembered about the flower you like, I kept searching for it. But there wasn't any. hmmm...

Had our lunch, Hot dog bread ._. awesome? then we went to Rabbit farm, our last destination. RABBITS, great... I love rabbits. but the moment the worker there said, '' tak boleh tak boleh, tak boleh tangkap! '' from that moment, I hate RABBIT FARM! however, before the worker said those disappointed words, I managed to catch one. Guess what, It scratched my hand T.T ! I HATE RABBITS! even they are so cute, and adorable, chubby! bla!

While going back home, I slept in the car. A tiring day, yet a relaxing day, even there was some emo moments. It still, relaxed my mind. Thanks SGC Youth! =)

Wish you were here

.179.satisfy.

2010-10-31T07:25:00.005+08:00

you work hard for it, you will get paid later.

I always love this,

William Shakespeare said, ''To be Or Not To be, That is a Question. "

.178.my.girl.

2010-10-30T02:59:00.003+08:00

It's your day, Sandra Soon! My beloved one! Happy Birthday Ah San!!! I wish all your wishes come true and you will find your happiness and joy. Yes, I have been wondering, It's your day! why aren't you awake at this important moment? I miss you every single second! I'm in love. That is what I could say to myself, and everyone out there. Those feelings is unrivalled. It Isn't about your beauty, but your smile that opened my heart, the path that links to you is getting nearer every moment. It's about heart, feels, ah! , cannot describe it! It is *those* that bring new hope to me. A hope that there is someone I still need, care, worried, and love. I found the last bottle, a bottle that might filled with memories between you and me. And yet, one that has unlimited space to fill with.

After all,

it is still a dream.

.177.lame.

2010-10-18T00:09:00.003+08:00

First person to like this, you will be my profile pic for 24 hours.

2nd person to like this, your last name will be my last name for 2 days.

3rd person can dare me to do one thing.

4th person, I will say I'mmarried to you for a week.

5th person, I will write on your wall saying"I LOVE YOU".

6th person, I will answer...... ANY question for you.

PUT THIS AS YOUR STATUS IF YOU'RE BRAVE ENOUGH

lOl... I am playing this damn childish game at facebook now... it is just too lame ! but what to do? I am too boring. Yet, This freaking awesome lame game really make my one hour filled with laughters... =) however, only 4 person dare to like... and there is no fifth and sixth! damn sad ! nobody want my love? come on! you won't get another chance !

I DARE MYSELF!!!

IF there is really no fifth and sixth person!!!

I will POST '' I lOVE YOU'' on her PROFILE =P

wait and see ! oh my~ I am high-ed!!! and that isn't a good thing... I need to sleep lar... its 00:15 midnight! 6 more hours and I have to prepare to school... or maybe 5~ I might want to go for jogging later... If, my mind allow me to wake up! oh please don't ... xD okay... chao ya!

loves!

.176..my.Angel.

2010-10-17T18:47:00.001+08:00

.175.Nike.Run!

2010-10-10T20:01:00.001+08:00

It's 2010/10/10. How special ! and this only happened every 100 years! well, I did a great thing on this special day. That is I joined the Nike Marathon Run! It was awesome! but just one thing that I felt so regret. I didn't register for it! Don't misunderstood! I said I joined the run, and I only ran with them! but I am not one of them!

It's really a great experience for me. I never join this kind of marathon before. A marathon of 10KM ! That is far la dude! You must be thinking, ''Leslie Chew, I thought he got asthma? '' haha! yup! you are so right about it. I Have asthma, but now, I train myself so hard to increase my stamina! I go for jogging every week! down and up the hill! It was tough but WORTH IT!

Okay, Am I going too far? back to topic! so I went to the Nike Run with my brother and sister. They got the shirt! and I don't ... *sad* Why I never thought of paying RM10 registration fees for the NIKE SHIRT! WHY! However, Thank GOD, I was allowed to join the crowd to run~ and yes... I even drank their water ! 100 plus! and! and! BANANAS! Most Importantly! I ran ACROSS their FINISH LINE!!! I never thought of doing that. but when I almost reach the finish line, I wanted to run away from it already, but Those Cheerleaders said '' come come come!!! '' And I was like, SURE! Once I ran across it, I felt myself a winner! this is the first and there will be more !

Thanks to my brother that inform me and my sister about this run. even I didn't manage to get the shirt. but who cares, there will always a second chances! most importantly, I gained experiences! and yet, ASTHMA is not an excuse ! Not anymore!

Picture of the day! Guess what! After 17 years of being in the same family!

This is the first time that we three are taking photo together! =)

.174.come.download.

2010-09-24T21:07:00.003+08:00

SBP.s SPM TRIAL QUESTION PAPER 2010!!!

.173.谢谢你的爱

2010-09-22T04:25:00.005+08:00

-- “世上只有妈妈好，有妈的孩子......” 这首歌，我相信无人不知。这首歌，我想献给我最敬爱的人，我的妈妈。这首歌，代表了我对妈妈所要表达的谢意。

--“妈妈，谢谢您给我的爱，谢谢您”，这句话我一直都想亲口告诉我妈妈，但我的脸皮太薄，一直都不好意思说，只好把话憋在心里。所以我决定以这样的方式，来表达我对妈妈的“感激不尽”。

--妈，从你怀了我十个月，生下我，一手把我带大至今日，我要说声：“谢谢您。” 我现在虽然只有十七岁，但我知道那一段路并不好走。从衣着，每日三餐，照顾我的身体状况，有时还得看我脸色，这样过了十七年！并非每个妈妈都挨得过来啊！我只能说：“妈，谢谢您！”

-- 妈，从小我的身体就很衰弱，容易生病，一年365天，有一半都是在医院里度过的。那种无法用言语来形容得痛，在医院里害怕孤单一个人，晚上时害怕黑暗的感觉，我都承受过。但这些感觉都因有你在我身边陪伴，关怀与照顾之下，都消失得无影无踪。是您，在乎世界结尾我打针的时候握紧我的手，让我感觉的是母爱，而不是疼痛。是您，让我在最需要人陪的时候出现了。你陪我聊天，带我散步，那一刻，我感觉到的是一位妈妈给孩子的爱。是您，在我最害怕的时候，陪伴在我身旁。你将睡前故事给我听，好让我安然入睡，忘掉对黑暗的恐惧。那一刻，我体会到妈妈牺牲自己的睡眠时间而为孩子付出的爱。我只想说：“妈，谢谢您！”

-- 我如今十七岁，但妈妈的年龄已是我的三倍！了，不过她对我的照顾，关怀与付出不曾减少过，反而更担心我！妈妈怕我踏入社会的时候会不会受骗；交朋友时会不会被他人利用。这证明了妈妈对我的爱，还是不比小时候的少，而且显得更可贵啊！我只想说：“妈，谢谢您！”

--　妈，谢谢您对我的付出；谢谢您对我一直以来的关怀与照顾。妈，谢谢您一直陪伴在我身边给我力量，让我不再害怕黑暗，不怕病痛，不再是一个人......　妈，谢谢你不曾放弃我，嫌弃我的病。妈，谢谢您对我付出的一切，谢谢您的爱。妈，我爱您！

.172.Bye!

2010-09-19T20:37:00.005+08:00

yes!!! today will be my last time be infront of my laptop!

for my future... for SPM... for you!!!

I want to say... I will do my best... =)

for my parents... for myself... and still... FOR YOU!!!

start from tomorrow...

I will ask my father to set password! =X

ahhhhhh~ I cant believe I just made this decision!

stress sia... ~~~

and and... I want to say... even SPM is around the corner...

but... I wont stop my mind to think and miss about you ! haha!

I love you~ lalala~

Sayonara my love... =)

.171.midnight.life.

2010-09-17T02:42:00.006+08:00

lolz... yea... this is what I am doing throughout this holidays... T_T

lying on bed... on the laptop =P

facebook, skype, msn, pps, ttplayer...

semua kat satu masa =D

wooohooo~ midnight life memang boring...

but boring dao fun... boring dao lame... boring dao happy XD

because when I am boring... I will start doing stupid stuff...o.o

write stupid thing... say stupid thing...

and the point is... I will be high.ed... haha...

kisiao liao la... =P nw really dem boring...

want study BIOLOGY...

trying to concentrate...

.170.mama,kuai hao qi lai.

2010-09-16T20:42:00.003+08:00

mummy sicked le... X(

hope she will get well soon...

nw father & brother sending her to hospital...

she got high blood pressure wo~

take care la mummy...

shang tian bao you ni!!!

2 years plus le... I remembered that day I cut my hair... and after that day, I never call my mom, miiii... anymore =X what... muka tebal? ai mian zi lar... gen dao wo ba.ba... -.- bu dong na shi hao hai shi huai... zhi ke yi shuo, ming zhong zhu ding T_T hao gen bu gen, gen dao ai mian zi zhe ge sikap... that time after my cut my hair, the moment I reached home, kena SANG liao... say my hair cut dao macam gangster, shi bu shi yao zuo gangster ah ni? walaoeh... I terus emo... my mother fetched me to M3 again... i cried on the spot... FUCK THE DAY... I don't know why... wo jiao bu chu mummy zhe ge zhi le... jiu lian xing nian na hong bao, wo ning yuan bu na... ye bu yao jiao ta... ying wei wo mei ci dou hui xiang qi na jian shi -.- na tian zhen de rang wo hen mei mian zi... ni men bu hui dong... na zhong xing qing... jian zhi xiang zhi sa... sheng bu ru si!!!

guo liao liang nian, wo dou mei wang. wang bu liao, bu xiang wang, mei you yong qi qu wang diao zhe zhen jian shi. dui wo lai shuo, zhe yi jing zai wo xin li liu xia yi ge yi bei zi de ba hen le... nothing is gona change my mind. at least not yet.

shui ran jiao bu chu kou, dan wo bi jing shi ta er zi, ta shi wo mama... shuo yi, wo hai shi na me guan xin ta. hai pa ta chu shi. jiu hao xiang zui jing, ta shen bin le, bin de hen yan zhong. xian zai ta jing yi yuan le, wo ye zhi ke yi zai zhe wei ta qi dao. xi wang ta kuai dian hao qi lai lor.

.169.Mei.You.Ling.Gan.

2010-09-13T01:21:00.011+08:00

hmmm...

yea...

now days, I have so much things to worried...

I wanted to tell u guys through a rap...

but...

very hard to find ling gan...

you know la...

if no ling gan, apa pun tak boleh one...

so I am hoping the ling gan fast fast come...

everybody out there...

help me find bk my ling gan pls...

yes...

dui...

jiu shi zhe yang...

you... you...

hmmm...

you yi dian ling gan liao...

ah... shi la...

lai liao...

ling gan hen duo liao...

yea... yea...

yoyoyo... ah...

SIEN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

wo yi tian dao wan zhe bian ononononononon... online la...

bu shi wo yao jiang, ke shi xian zai Streamyx zai zomok?

jiak sai la... you shi man you shi kuai...

nong dao wo hen bu shuang liao la...

ni mei kan dao DOMO de zui ba mei tian kai dao dada de?

zhe shi ying wei ta hen xiang ma ni men zhe xie zuo streamyx de ...

walao... ni men you mei nao de?

bu hui upgrade yi dian?

jiang duo nian dou shi yi yang de ...

walao eh... sucks banana la...

sucks streamyx...

sucks internet!!!

.168.laugh.whole.day =D

2010-09-10T16:07:00.004+08:00

today went Pavillion with all my seniors ~

yea... sounds weird? im the only junior there...

93 + 92s ... xD

me n my childish ''mom'' =X

she is always that childish... i duno why...

wont grow up one... haiz...

She calls me JUNIOR... lOl...

but who cares... haha...

can go out with her is already very proud...

lalala~~~

this one ah... say she is my mom... macam yes....

my sister ... macam yes...

but who knows... she is my wife? xD

just joking ^^

Picture of the day... love u all my seniors =D

we had great fun today... we went REDBOX+ rocked the buffet.lunch there... rock the mic there... its just too high!!! haha... espcially me gua... sing whole time... xP sing until now sore.throat jor lor... but... worth it la... seriously... all this seniors... especially a few of them... FEW... i really feel proud that I have them as my seniors... they said they love me... =X and I love them too... because... we are seniors & Juniors... ^^

well... at night... I got another dinner with my best friends in school~ haha... KOREAN BBQ STEAMBOAT... whoalamak!!! chun night ever... i mean... chun DAY Ever... this year... even its SPM year... but i dun feel myself stress because I have all this friends by my side... we laugh, we shout, we play, whatever it is... we have fun =) and we love it... at least I do... =D

.167.wo.mei.you.flirt.ah!!!

2010-09-08T17:10:00.004+08:00

Haha... see dao all these photos of myself... X)

first thing is... I wana laugh OUT LOUD!!!

see the difference la...

walao... haha...

from one small kid... become macam gay look o.o!

then got guai zai face... got lengzai face...

most importantly got cute cute face! XD

and now... become botak head liao... X)

peace... =)

haha... sien ah... nw got 2 weeks holiday X)

at home boring dao high liao...

self-high leh... macam got mental problem ...

everyday facebook... high with all my friends XD

at the end... they say me flirting with girls everyday... =.=!!!

walao... I no flirt la! just too friendly liao =P

dun say i flirt liao... I NO FLIRT!!! NO FLIRT!!!

I repeat!!! NO FLIRT!!! RAWR!!!

.166.The.Night.2010

2010-09-05T20:57:00.001+08:00

3/9/2010

best memory ever had in school for 2010! =)

enjoy looking at those photos... ^^

3:00 p.m. getting prepare for the NIGHT 2010!!!

skipped tuition sia... sad X(

but its worth it... we do sacrificed most of the time for tonight...

and the NIGHT 2010 will be our best and last night ever in school...

6:00 p.m. setting up LCD & PA system... =)

and... thx for JK's maggie mee... (nt yet pay bk tim... XD)

most of the students reach jorr~ =D

we started the night with game...

the name of the game is - 踩气球! lame?

i think so...

She... we called her Eelynn... =O

she was controlling the game section that day...

( she shouted like lion, scary duh~ )

lalala~ step~ step~ step~!!!about 10 minutes like that... got winner jor... =D

green group right? o.o!

soooo... after the game...

Pn.Tan lai jor...

then... she 开幕lor ~ =P

(ps: pengetua was absent that day! what a waste...)
Pn. Ng & Pn. Tan.& Pn Chee...

they worked hard to make this day a success!

Thank you! we will never forget your sacrifices for us... :')

MC of the day...

but compare with last year... =P

me n Jia Wen better =X

Nw is all the performance de photo...

paiseh la... nt arrange one... =P

erm... form 1 or form2 ... i forgotten jor... o.o
they performed CAI.DAI.WU~

amelia's sister... not bad not bad... =D

FOrm 3 de o.o!

romantic sia... I jealous X(ini form 4 =D

FOrm 5's performance!!!

Best performance of the night! =P

performed by,

girls : Ee Lynn, Amelia, Vei Ern, Jia Wen, Fong Theng, Jocelyn, Ying Xian

Guys: Me! Teh, Ivan.Tan, Lau, LCY, Zhe.Wei, Eujin

The girls performed the SAN.ZHI.WU~ ^^

AND THE GUYS, WE PERFORMED A DRAMA.

I'm the sami =P

wah... lazy to coment liao... give u all , all the photos only la!!! =P

ini eujin banyak suka pose... X( gay betul!

O.o lenglui? XD

yao sheng liao!!! wah... pain ah!!! XO

thx to lim... the photographer of the day =)

wow!!! im the only guy inside... =P

dun jealous pls! haha...

yea... thank you!
Hamsap lou OF THE NIGHT!!! haha

Couple of the nIGHT!!! =)

Haunted Photo of the nighT!!!

saw that white thing?

they said its a JIN that came for shaka... =D

Sami.s of the NIGHT!!! like it!

Best Game Of the Night!!!

-Lau Ying Zhuo Xiao Ji-

haha... believe it or not...

form 5 students were playing it!!! xD
Best Outfit of the night... XD

noob dao...
Best Heng Dai of the NIGHT!!!
best blur.ed Picture OF the niGHT!!!

Lamest Photo of the NIGHT!!!

erm... he is no one...ignore... xD

Most Lonely teacher oF the night ! haha!!!

DJ of the night! X)

Gay of the niGHT!!! rawr!!!
oh li tuo fuo~ xD
hmm... humans... o.o

Waiter of the night... xD

Emo.Guy of the NIGHT X(

Picture of the night! I love this so much ~

handsome sia... x)

haha... okay la... no more liao... X)

I very lazy upload others photo jor...

anyway... that was the best night ever had this year... X)

.165.hehe.

2010-08-17T06:32:00.004+08:00

no way~ getting busy!!!

no time no time no time!!!

... said :'' make ur own time! ''

__ said :'' control ur own mind! ''

*** said :'' study smart! ''

@#$ said :'' be proud of yourself! ''

but...

I said :'' sleep well, control life, love smart, dota time!!!

LMAO!!!

.164.A.Drawing.that.bonds.us.TOGETHER.

2010-08-15T19:57:00.006+08:00

A drawing that will always keeps our memories in a piece.

That will brings us not only friendship but creates a strong bond between you and me...

whenever & wherever we are...

look at this drawing and it will refresh those sweet moments we have been together...

We will never feel far apart even I am not here, you are not there~

XD lMAO!!!

.163.Wo.is.Orang.Malaysia!!!

2010-08-15T19:52:00.001+08:00

.162.Improvement.

2010-08-14T16:53:00.003+08:00

Thumbs UP!

yo! today went jogging with my brother n another uncle~

Im so proud of myself~ =P

I Jogged from My house, section 10 all the way to Section 6! =D

then Back to Section 10 again~

It was tiring... but... I like it!

when I was jogging~ that moment!

I feel the fresh air!

I feel that I have no asthma...

I feel the morning world is just fantastic!

on the way back~

I said goodbye to the uncle~

and he said~ '' see your next week LESLIE! ''

LMAO! see me next week?

of course I said I will try my best~

It was my first time...

first time jog in a long distance...

hmm... like the uncle said...

I will see him next Saturday!

If I could! =)

I wanted to train up my stamina since don't know how many centuries ago~

but I'm just lazy~

and now the chances come to me...

my brother asked my to go jogging with him! =)

So, I will appreciate it! I will ensure myself to have a huge improvements!!!

.161.lOl.

2010-08-11T23:09:00.003+08:00

我在一步一步往上爬，

虽然有点辛苦，

但想要吃到蜜糖，就必须费点功夫才能得到。

不然最终得到的，只会是满身被蜜蜂钉过的痕迹。

我不断地告诉自己，

我必须努力，必须付出，

让等待不再是孤独，

而是一种幸福的烛光晚餐。

我想让全世界知道，

我已下定决心，

然我的未来不再是空虚。

.160.只想确认.

2010-08-08T00:49:00.003+08:00

哈哈。。。

今天，看到了HENEKEIN~CarlsBERG!

有点忍不住，所以就喝了大概三罐~

喝着喝着~ 领悟到喝酒的原因，快感！

突然，也不知不觉想到了你。。。

我告诉自己必须等待下去！

就几个月而已~

过了这段时期，学业不再是理由！

不再是我们的绊脚石。

时间会证明一切！

我对你的爱，不曾动摇过。

我要你知道，我，绝对，不是，以前的他了！=)

.159.我是白痴.

2010-08-06T21:47:00.005+08:00

哈哈。。。

这样的标题，纯粹是为了娱乐大家~

说到娱乐，

考试结束了，TRIAL EXAM 又要来了~

一波未去，一波又来~

我会试着尝试少了娱乐的日子，

看着身边的人一个一个都为了考试发奋图强，

让我不得不用功一点~

=P 加油！

爱！就是我迈向成功的动力！

.158.I.Like.It.But.I.Dont.Get.It!

2010-08-04T22:03:00.003+08:00

seriously... now I realized I don't like Biology at all... erm... a bit late? SPM is around the corner... and now only I found out this freaking thing that I hated for so long? no wonder I can't remember anything about BIO!!! or maybe just... OVUM N SPERMS... XO lOl... other than that... there are just more than a piece of cake... I just dun like it... hmmm... Or I should say... I dun like anything that nd to memorize... X( dun like !!! dun like!!!

I prefer numbers!!! I seriously inLOVE with numbers... anything that do with numbers... Modern.Maths... a Piece of cake... Add.Maths... its hard... but I LIKE IT!!! Physics... numbers n understanding... my favourite? X)erm... just chemistry... maybe a little dun.like... hehe... anyway... I LOVE NUMBERS... even its hard, extremely INSANE! I'm still lovin it... xD actually now I am wondering... why I didn't take account? lOl? however... its too late to change anything now... what I can do is just finished up my studies ... get good results in SPM... and fliew~ im free to choose what I want to be in my future... haha... say yes? YES!!! =D

what else? hmm... now I'm having my UJIAN 3... which is a hopeless n useless test ever did before!!! OMG... seriously... I thought I was just doing exercise paper ... those question were just too... simple... but... XD i still can't manage to answer everything... -.-!!! looks like... I am more hopeless than the paper... X( *sad sia*! but still... I think i can score in this exam... X) even its hopeless... nothing to do with my future... haha... still... i think can get at least 5 As? XD really hope so! wish me luck lur!

hmmm... now... not to say miss... just wondering what is she doing right now... studying? X) duno when will be our next DATE? XD!!! oh LESLIE!!! stop dreaming... imposible duh!!! she... haiya... wont~ she even ignored my request I sent to her in facebook... haha... but I don't really mind bout it... so... forget! but my feelings on her bukan main-main lor... memang sudah lama... but... i dun get it... dun feel like letting the feelings escaped from my heart... just not now... I don't want to! rawr!!! I guess... I just wait ... =) the time will come someday... really hope so... cause I know... I LOVE YOU more than anything else... I know we are far apart... we can't meet each other always... we can't go out together... but Its just the matter of time... time will solves all the problems! anything that stopped us from being close together will not be a problem anymore! I believe in faith... I believe my feelings... most of all... I believe in you, SANDRA. I really hope I will know everything about you... what are you doing... your family members... your friends... your life... I want to be part of your memories... I want you not to forget me... I want to go through every day in my life with you... I want to share my feelings which included happiness, sadness, stress, n many many more... all I want to share with you... But I dun have the chance... is SPM that stop us being together... is DISTANCE that causes us from being together...

I knew I have to do something to make u have feelings on me... I knew its hard ... I knew nothing is imposible... but i also knew that... me, myself is a person that don't know how to express my feelings out... I don't know how to get closer with girls... I don't know what should I do to make you not boring when chatting with me... I have no idea what are you thinking and what do you want... I just hope we can share some secrets sometime... and that is the moment we will be in the same world...

.157.end.

2010-08-03T15:01:00.004+08:00

time passes so fast... It was around beginning of the year I wanted n planned this birthday party... Or I should say... The RELAX day... =) yea I know... this year is SPM year... but we still can have fun right? just once more before we get into the serious mode... XO everything goes so smooth before 6:00p.m. on 31 July 2010 ... but after that... gila babi siao... X( all my friends n VIPs are arriving at my house... i mean... ALL IN one time!!! I was in GILA BABI SIAO mode where I run from in to out n up to down... I just cant remember every single thing I did on that day... IT HAPPENED too fast...

Yea... I had fun on that day... everyone was just so friendly n out of their mind... is like... all became monkeys in seconds... X) they swing n swing ... at the end... BLASH... into the pool... haha... hmm... I think everybody had fun!!! hope they really had... if not... I will be very sorry for them... ahhh~

but there are still things I felt regret with...

cant invite all my friends...
didn't manage to entertain everyone...
didn't serve enough drinks for my guest...
didn't manage to say goodbye to some of them...

I really felt sorry n sorry n stilll sorry for all of them... SO SO SO sorry guys n girls!!! I should have split into ten pieces n make sure everything is alright... X( besides sorry... I want to thank all my friends n especially my mom... ^^ thanks for helping me to make this party so successful and it was really FANTAsTIC...=) thank you!!! seriously I didn't know when will be our next gathering... but... no matter what... I will surely miss n never forget u guys whenever n wherever I am... X) see ya!!!

.156.my birthday!!!

2010-08-01T11:28:00.003+08:00

just too happy... =P

n tiring...

thx to all my friends n seniors...

without u all...

the party would not be so fantastic!

sry to those kena dumped into the pool...

haha... what to say...

HAPPY JIU HAO!!! =)

I never had this much fun before...

I never release so much stress in one time before...

I never gathered with so many friends before...

I have fun!!!

We Have Fun!!!

THX!

.155.没了.

2010-07-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

这个派对，再也没有任何值得举行的理由，

没有意义，没有用意，没有爱意。

我现在拥有的只是一个被切割的心。

.154.study!!!

2010-07-10T22:44:00.003+08:00

wooaaaa~ busy~ busy~ busy~

but after all.. I think busy is not the problem...

is the time managing... BIG PROBLEM~

ops... did I mention about I didn't follow the time table?

yes... I have made one time table...

sounds cool~ first in the life time...

I made my own time table...

which I did not really foolllow it...

ahhh~ I just can't resist myself... from!~ .... ....

jiayou !!! jiayou!!!

thats all I can said to myself...

and... all the best ~

but what I needed the most is a few words from you...

just a word will do~ something like .... GOOD LUCK~

.153.party

2010-07-08T21:19:00.004+08:00

discuss? debate got la !!!

rawr~~~

my birthday coming~ lalala~~~

.152.short.hair.

2010-07-07T17:41:00.004+08:00

today... I cut my hair ...

it was those days...

when I was in primary school~

my hair was short like... hell~

but Form 1 ... I began to let my hair grow longer~

and now... I changed my mind... I cut even shorter than ever did~

and the first thing came to my mind...

I have to smile always... =)

and I think that is why I made this choice...

.151.Khursus Kem Kepimpinan tahun 2010.

2010-06-27T18:21:00.003+08:00

apa khabar semua???
Baik!!!

semua baik???
Bagus!!!

semua bagus???
Wooow~!!!

yes... baru bk from khursus kem kempimpinan tahun 2010~

so tiring~ but in the same time... I enjoyed...

this time... I learnt about team work in a company...

me... as the president of KPA(kelab Pencinta Alam) in the kem~

I learnt to lead the team with all I got...

I tried my best to make them all fully confidence!!!

I provided them a good strategy when solving some problems...

I didn't let the points to come first but I told them that we are doing all this to learn...

not to get the highest points and for the prize...

I am not the best of the best in the team... but I gave everybody in the team to show their abilities and professionals during the camp~

so that we are all balanced... nobody is first... but first is one team...

and so on~ at the end...

I am still tired... but I enjoyed!!! XD

.150.these.days.

2010-06-26T00:15:00.005+08:00

rawr~!

finally got a chance to post something out... =)

its been few weeks ho ?o.o

paiseh la... forgive me ~

now my time table 360 degrees terbalik...

everything just going crazy...

no words than the word crazy can describe my life now...

haha... what?!

firstly...

last holiday...

remember? I went to camp...

at Limau Kasturi, Kelantan.

that was... amazing... extremely amazing~ (such word?)

my first camp~ ^^

after that camp...

finally,

I experienced the life of camping...

I understood those small villages' life...

I understood those teamwork we needed in our daily life...

I understood everything, every moment, every part~

besides,

I realized that... I am seriously weak...

once a Asma boy~ Forever a Asma boy~ XO!!!

right~ back to school...

rushing all my homework...

add maths project... finish it yesterday...

studies... going well lu~

really trying hard... =)

trying to stay away for computer not even a single hour using it... =P

or maybe once a week... XD

little by little la~

sometimes...

always think about those days...

I mean... really few years back...

I take out those school magazines...

and all those un-forget-able moment flash through my mind...

and pop!!! I laugh... lOl...-.-!!!

-forget about this- zzz

Just now... went to watch World Cup with my father...

woohoo~

Portugal Vs Brazil~

I support Portugal~~~

but... seriously... Brazil's defence gila babi strong...

Portugal only got a few chance to strike... but not score... X(

they ended up with 0 - 0 ...

too bad lo... thought can win some $$$ ...

but since... ( shhhh ) X)

k la... chao...

father ask me to sleep liao... byebye~

good nite~ and I am still missing you everyday...

.149.

2010-05-29T00:01:00.003+08:00

Naruto~ Naruto~

I like it =D

can't wait for next week punye episod... !!!

kinda sleepy now... ohoh~

taught of something that I can do...

taking pictures... =D

like how Joaan did...

haha~ you will know ~

it will be so lame... but I like it... XD

good nite and have fun reading my blog ...

or maybe not... who cares... I dun nd anybody to know about all this...

ok fine... maybe just one person... but that is just impossible right...

is like the drive thru service in MCD...

read then leave...

never bring anything back from here...

and... what is that for? kinda like this sentence... ^^

.148.我累了.

2010-05-27T23:59:00.004+08:00

题目-我累了？不，这是个自由发挥的作文。“我累了”只是形容我最近的情况。从一开始我就在想，该给这篇作文取个什么题目之类的，但没有题目的作文，才能让我不断地写下去。偶尔，我自己会觉得我写的文章有些难懂，某些词句的表达用得不当，或许那是属于我的个人语言，个人风格吧！

“这么晚了都还不睡觉？在做什么？” 或 “去干嘛？跟谁去？” 等，这就是我常听到的声音。或许你会想，这一切都是父母对孩子的一种关怀；在我十八岁之前都必须在他们的掌控之中。这些问题和答案都会是千千万万个哲学家都无法给于肯定的。每个人，每个家庭，生活的环境，处世的方式，都各有千秋，不是只有1+1那么简单。我不是想辩论个什么结果，只是想确认，难道在低龄的时候就不能拥有自己的自由吗？

早上早起，梳洗，上课，补习，课外活动，外加老师分配的功课，样样都是我和其他学生都无法逃避的日常生活。它就像从我们出世的那天，就载入我们的日常时间表里面一样，没有人可以选择。“为什么？”，那是你第一个想要问的问题。“我不要！”，那是你第一个会回答的答案。我们从小到现在，生存下来的目的难道就不是为了快乐吗？难道就不是为了幸福吗？但又有几个人能了解这个道理？父母？哥哥姐姐弟弟妹妹亲戚朋友老师女友老婆老大等，谁能真正了解，而有能力改变的人？

自由, 快乐，幸福，道理，就算我们不能拥有它们，但我们，必须真心了解它们，对它们抱负着期望，未来，使我们的生活更美好。

果然，没有题目的作文会越聊越远，没有题目的作文会是个没有据点的文章。例题~那时考试最害怕的事，为了避免它，大家都会选比较容易的题目来作答。不好意思，我又走远了～　

　　说到自由，人人都会有自由。但那自由的范围是有限的。越过范围就得挨骂，挨打。然后，开始自闭。就好像人家说的“闭关”一样，天天躲在家里不敢出门，变成了宅男，开始与外界的人断绝来往，成井底之蛙。接着，朋友会接二连三地离去，他们说“和你这个宅男做朋友，真丢脸～”。不管是谁，听了这句一定会彻底伤心，感到自卑。但你有没有想过，这不是他们想要的结果。他们只是不想再被挨骂，挨打，搞得家里鸡犬不宁。我个人就是这样的人。我其实很喜欢热闹，但因这个原因，在家里，我显得安静，我不喜欢吵闹，我喜欢鸦雀无声的感觉，比较安宁。你不用感到好奇为什么我会这样，因为那就是我，我就是这样混出来的。

　　每天背着一样的书包，带着一样的水壶，穿着一样的校服，过着已被安排好的生活里，就算有自由，那也是被控制的自由罢了，发挥不了作用。这样的人生，三岁小孩子也会厌倦吧～　即使如此，我们也无法改变，快乐和幸福会开始迷路，回不到家；人生道理，一辈子也都没有机会去了解，比活在无人岛更可悲吧！

　　有的东西却不是想要的；想要的东西却不能拥有的；想拥有的却是不可能的，一切都得听从上帝的命令。不是你的，就不是你的，做无谓的挣扎也是白费力气，不如想想如何写多一篇没有题目的作文。你说，对吧～

.147.own.fear.

2010-05-23T23:17:00.005+08:00

Everybody have their own fear/fears...

and mine... I have no idea what I am afraid of...

I think the only thing I scare is ghost ... o.o

when I am alone... and I saw a ghost.... I will run immediately...

I duno how to explain... after my mom's father dead. -my grandfather-

I only started to feel that something around me...

but I am not that scare... or maybe some... zzz

that feeling is hard for me to describe...

well... maybe still need some time to get over it...

is like I am fobia to it... but I dare to see it ... lOl...

once I see it... I will keep thinking about it... and that is the part I feel scare... =.=!!!

so... dun be brave... zzz... if you dun dare... dun try... even if you are dare... but you are scare of it... still ... don't try it...

Even ppl always said... FACE YOUR FEAR!!!

but... how many ppl can actually manage to FACE it...

not many... is very hard...

but still... I will try... maybe is just the matter of time... =)

great... its been a week I never have a nice sleep...

so is time... nite nite ^^

.146.无情的，无义的，人生~

2010-05-15T21:41:00.005+08:00

五月对我来说，是个糟透了的月份!!!

许多事都接二连三地发生，

世界的天灾；

关于国家的；

我身边的人；

生活上的挫折；

人与人之间的过节，

还有许多许多不愉快的事。

地震，火山爆发，雷雨，海啸~

害得许多地区的人民百姓无家可归，

流浪街头，挨饿~

他们抢食，抢钱，抢被...

有的就是生活下去的毅力！

却必须面对着上帝的天战！

我们明明知道这样做会损环境，

但为了钱，那一切变得不重要...

你说，我们与上帝的这一战，

能挨到几时!?

最近汤姆斯杯正举行着~

重点是在我国举办!!!

大家都对我国的羽球选手有很大的期望,

都盼望着他们赢得冠军~为国家出一份力！

男队进了前四强~大家更不亦乐乎~

但一切希望都泡汤了~

因为对上了中国那么一个强敌！

简直就是难上加难！

在自己国家举办的比赛没能获胜~

而且还被那林丹羞辱！！！

面子往哪放?!

身边的事物~

朋友，家人，不管是谁...

都发生不愉快的事。

比如说不见钱；

朋友之间翻脸；

学业方面不顺利；

与家人的关系变成不和;

而我，最大的损失却是我无法预料的。

我外公他，同天使上天去了~

当我得知这个消息时，

我呆住了~ 我的思想是零~

我的感觉是无法形容的被暂停使用了。

我外公他，明明看起来就很健康，

却这样里我们而去，大概是去找外婆了吧~

这就是上帝的安排，无人得知，无人能料！

我不敢想象未来的这个月里，还会有什么可怕的事情发生。

我不想再犹豫了，就，在此作为结束吧~

.145.Thomas.CUP.

2010-05-11T22:12:00.005+08:00

FIRST OF ALL!!!

today THOMAS CUP...

MALAYSIA VS JAPAN~!!!

first round...

full with hope...

LEE CHONG WEI WON!!!

then guess what happened...

many unexpected things happened!!!

our pemain bergu... go hell la...

not very pro ONE MEH!!! CB!!!

WONG CHONG HANN!!! you also go hell la... CB!!!

once MALAYSIA top player... now? zzz

last round... that stupid HASHIM!!!

more hopeless...

the whole MALAYSIAns put our HOPE ON HIM!!!

DEM HE LOST THE GAME!!!

due to what?! there is no reason we can lose!!! NO !!!

so we gona dem HIS FKING CAReless MISTAKE!!!

DEM!!! zzz...

please dun talk to me ... dem pissed... zzz!!!

.144.Kokurikulum.

2010-05-08T22:20:00.003+08:00

school got KOKO~ =)

is been a very very long time we haven't have our KOKO day...

finally can play basketball... haha

really long time no play liao...

but now I think I can play better...

cause got train up my stamina at fitness... =)

but the trial finish liao... haiz~

after basketball...

is time for PBSM~

selaku pengerusi PBSM~ XD

+ that ... teacher...

that meeting is just too boring... zzz

then...

the chinese society meeting...

since teacher's DAY is coming soon~

so we seperated into groups and each group make a card for teacher ...

woohoo~~~ and the day end... nothing special after that...

.143.finally.it.comes.true.

2010-05-04T20:01:00.004+08:00

yes... this was yesterday's one...

my first day of tuition in 2010~

erm... kinda late? X(

but I don't care anymore...

as I said many times ...

try my best =)

yesterday started my CHemistry and Physics class...

right~ there was seriously a big different...

CHE

Fun!!!

you won't feel boring inside there...

cause that teacher will keep shouting ...

and believe me... her shouting volume!!! can V.S. [LPY]~

because of her shouting skill...

we won't feel asleep too~

it will make guys as semangat as you saw a beautiful girl =P

Physics

BORING!!!

or I should say... boring like HELL!!!

RAWR!!!

the way that teacher teach is even worst than... erhem... lol~

seriously big diff with the chem teacher... BIG DIFFERENT!!!

so I decided... I will cancel my physic class next month...

lalala~~~

chao~ LUEN SHUI~

.142.nothing.

2010-05-03T14:38:00.004+08:00

you left me speechless and came along with angry-ness...
you make me felt sad and make me felt I am useless...
your decision decides everything and so I have to follow...
you are making me much more nearer to future-less and hopeless...
you said [NO] means No... [YES] means Yes...
your every single words I listened and do what like you told me to...

I have no choice...
I have no decision to be made...
I beg you so long and nothing I got from you...
I am asking you every month and you thought I just dun need it at all...
I need what I wanted and you give me what I don't need...
I agree with your decision just because I dun like to argue...
I don't like everything also need to argue ...
I don't like those noisy sounds...
Is called sound pollution~

.141. IP MAN!!!.

2010-05-02T20:41:00.003+08:00

today~

wake up at 9... so early sia~

yesterday slept at around 1... X(

too bad la... on facebook first!!! XD

and eat my putu mayam!!! X)

straight to the point...

watched IP MAN today~~~

and it was soo... GREAT!!! AMAZING!!! FANTASTIC!!! BRAVO!!!

after I watched that moviee... I felt myself proud to be a CHINESE!!! X)

to those who not yet watch... pls watch...

make yourself be proud of being a CHINESE!!!

yeappy~ chao~XD

.140.CHloe's DAY~.

2010-05-01T23:50:00.001+08:00

yeapy yeapy lala~~~ XD

Went CHLOE's birthday party yesterday!!!

or more like... the LUEN SHUI gathering dinner~ !!!

omg... so many things to say... =D

first... Happy Birthday to CHLOE~ ^^

hope you really know how to read those chinese word I wrote for you o.o!!!

don't worry is not WO AI NI... NI AI WO... XD!!!

and ah... may your wish come true!!!

plus~ thx for your dinner!!! its nice...

I also paiseh want order... =.=!!! [ seriously expensive sia ]

secondly... quite a happy new day...

new for having so many LUEN SHUI friends in one nite...

and they really cheer my life and make me kisiao~

but!!! I LIKE IT!!! XD

I wish for another outings with you all? =D

please please those lenglui also... hahaha!!!

DANIEL~ and CHAI NEE~ wow~~~ lalala~~~

thirdly... addicted to alcohol drinks~ =D

erm... for this dinner...

I ordered a Salmon~ something something ... forgotten what is the name...

and I add-onn a WHITE WINe... costing it RM 23.++!!!

wow~ one glass only sia... but really taste good... -sry chloe... order dao so expensive-

no more next time le... XD

cause next time I terus order one bottle!!! Wakeke!!!

Fourthly... no [ JIK LOK ]

haiz... this sad lo... after the dinner supposed to go JIK LOK with them one...

but too bad la... my parents say NO~ what can I do... X(

but is dem funny... they said want go LIBRARY~

I stunned~ huh? library?! chloe go library?! =.=!!!

at last they said... that is actually a club name... zzz

shocked dao...

FIFTH... erm... duno what to write liao... XD

good nite ba... ^^

.139.holyShit.

2010-04-26T18:55:00.002+08:00

HOLYSHit~ OWNING!!!
my kedudukan in class... 38 ~
but ... I am speechlesss... I have nothing to do to myself...
can't hate, can't say hopeless, can't cry...
I have to just accept it... XO!!!

haiz... when I think about the coming exam...
my mind gone blanked again...
I have nothing to think and worried with...
is not I am too clever or already have confidence to score ...
is I duno how to take the exam already...

and maybe this is good news...
next week finally can go tuition~
I think is going to be at SURIA~
hope it is not too late for me to catch up what I missed... X(

And one more thing...
this one really pissed me off!!!
STAR CRAFT 2!!! IT IS NOW INSIDE MY COMP!!!
DEM~ I can't stop myself from playing it=.=!!! craps...

.138.movie.=D

2010-04-25T06:20:00.003+08:00

finally~
after so many weeks...
so many times...
so many outings...
finally I got the chance to watch Clash Of The Titians...
this time... I am clever already...
My brother booked the ticket ...
so we no nd go buy and end up NO TIKET!!! XO!!!

after watching that movie...
I felt that... that movie is just like...
Piercy Jackson one... no much difference... X(
so... actually I am not satisfy with it... at all~

but.but~this coming week~
IP MAN!!! IRON MAN!!! WOW!!! XD
both also nice and my favorite!!!
but I duno my parents will let me go watch movie again ~
you know... my results... zzz~
no comment about it anymore...
If really knot watch... then I will download!!! XP
the conclusion is I MUST WATCH!!!
yeayea~~~

.137.hopeless.

2010-04-20T20:17:00.005+08:00

today Pn.Jun used my word!!!

[ hopeless ] =( I dem shocked when she said it... zzz

guess what we are hopeless in?

singing NEgaruku~ haiz...

HOPELESS!!!

ahhhh~ failed failed failed...

add maths + chemistry...

sad sia... duno what to do liao...

now everyday also trying hard to study ...

X( but stupid dota suddenly back into my life...

rawr!!! saturday and sunday only can play ^^

but facebook=.=!!! same sia... addicted everyday...

now playing new game... -hotel city-

hehe... whoever read this and playing hotel city...

please send me a gift everyday... Wakeke~~~

muscle painn~ ouch~~~

.136.fitness.

2010-04-18T15:22:00.002+08:00

went fitness today~

exercise for about 2 hours...

and it was so tiring but feel myself getting fit now... XD